Exams Coming

Exams coming in less than 1 month time, so I should spend...

Less time chatting on msn
Less time watching tv
Less time reading The Devil wears Prada (It's a damn nice book!)
Less time sitting in front of the computer
Less time laying on the sofa
Less time laying on my bed
Less time thinking of him

More time on revision
More time on my books
More time on my notes
More time worrying exams is really coming
More time on the table with the computer not on

IT'S TIME TO START MUGGING MODE!!!!!

Birthday Celebration 3

The sweeties, Peishan and Fiona actually gave us a surprise by celebrating our birthday. Mine have long passed and Shuyi's is on 3/11.





They actually met earlier jus to get us the birthday cake and keeping it from us all the while. So sweet... Thanks for the cake and the present. I LOVE THEM!!! Thanks alot!

The coming birthday girl. I hope she'll enjoy her birthday with Mr B. Hope he'll remember and do something especially for you...

I LOVE e4!!!!

e4 Outing

e4 finally met up today. Thinking back, we met each other cos all of us like 5566. And we are still so close now, with so much things to talk about. Haa...

We went to Fiona's house to cook plus chill out. Surprisely, we took real long to cook all the dishes. So I have my first meal of the day at 6pm. Too bad, all of us were so busy cooking that we forgot to take photos of us cooking. Haa..

We have tomato spagetti with meat balls, mushrooms and egg, chicken nuggets, mash potato with egg and mayo, boiled corn, otah, potato chips and lemon tea. We'll make good housewife...

Enjoying our dinner while watching te gong. Haa...

Ktv session after dinner.

We took some silly and cute photos after dinner and our very very short ktv session.

We start taking stupid photos after our very short ktv session. You can see from some of the photos, we are trying to show that Peishan is very short. Wahaa... Super evil of us. But that's what e4 are famous for.

Happy?!

Finally found sometime to meet up with Shuyi. It's sort of my birthday celebration cum gossiping about guys session. We went to Swensen for dinner and order something we never tried before. Burgers!! I think they serve real good burgers and one portion is definitely enough to feed two...

Everyone knows that I'm a Lancome product addict. But I can't help helping to promote the brand again. Seriously, they should pay me for doing so. I'm trying all my effort to ask all my friends to convert to using Lancome. Haa... Look at my face!!! After one whole day of lesson, travelling and lab work, it's still well-covered with concealer. Making my face pimple free on PHOTOS! I'm happy and I never regret cutting my fringe short. It definitely makes me look younger and more photogenic again.... Wahaa =)

I over-ordered again!! And it's the don't know the number how many meals I didn't finish eating for the past few weeks. I hate wasting food especially when many of my friends keep telling me scary stories of wasting food. But I just can't help it. Maybe it's because there is this part of me telling myself to change to the kind of girl he likes, forcing me to change my eating habit. But there also this part of me, changing myself to look totally different from the girl he likes. I hate this feeling. I hate the feeling of being controlled by him; both emotionally and physically...

Anyway, this is suppose to be a happy post. I managed to plan a suprise for dearest Shuyi. Not that I intend to let it happen, but it just happen the way we wanted it to happen. Haa...

I hope you enjoy the pleasant surprise and hope that what happen tonight won't affect your future relationship with him... Plus I hope you aren't angry with the peeping part; I tried to make up by telling him your birthday plus giving him lots of hints to make he remember more easily. Haa...

And of cos, thanks for your BIG ang bao present. I didn't expect you to give me such a BIG one. Thanks alot!! And I really enjoy today's company and all the small small talks we have during dinner.... =D

Birthday Celebration 2

Celebrated my birthday with Fen on 17/10 at The Asia Kitchen...


The food is good but think we over-ordered. Thanks Fen for making an effort to celebrate with me in advance. Haa... But I still win in fighting to pay for the bills...


Thanks for the present. I love them. The bracelet is too big for me... So I decided to use it as my bad charm instead =D


Thanks Veggie for your birthday card. I must say I was super touched by what you done. It actually made me teared a little in the LT. Luckily, no one saw it except Fen.

Thanks to Fen again for making this year birthday super different. Thanks for annoucing to the whole class that today is my birthday. A small group of them actually sang birthday song in class for me. I'm actually very touched but think the paisehness overcome the touching part more...

Thanks to everyone who sms me, msn me, wished me Happy Birthday today! Some people may feel that it's no great deal wishing people 'Happy Birthday' but to me it's like giving people blessing on the day that I'm born. Thanks!!!!

Though I keep saying I don't mind him not wishing me Happy Birthday. But deep inside my heart, I know that it hurts. Especially aftering having the conservation with him, it really makes me wonder what kind of person he is...

22 means...

I’ll be more mature.
I’ll be able to control my temper better.
I’ll be braver in facing my feelings.
I’ll be wiser.
I’ll be more hardworking.
I’ll treat all my friends and love ones better.
I’ll love myself more.
I’ll stop myself from having anymore mood swings.
I’ll be HAPPIER!!!

Giving Up

Behind the big bright smile, I'm actually tearing inside...

I'm giving up...

Presents

Blogspot hates me! I can't add anymore photos on my previous post, so I decided to start a new post for my presents.

From Meiying...



I really love the necklace! And the bag charm is now hanging on my Fred Perry bag waiting to show off in front of my classmates on Monday. Haa!

From Chew Ting...

I love the earring! And of cos the ang bao!! Thanks for chipping into my gold trekking havaianas fund...

I hope I'll have special birthday on wednesday. Spending it with the person I like... I really hope to have dinner with him to end my 22nd birthday. But then, I doubt I'll have the courage to ask....

Birthday Celebration

Finally, I found the mood and feeling to blog on all my birthday celebration so far. Thanks to all my friends and family for this early celebration when it's not even my birthday yet.

Let's start with the clebration with my family at The Melt on 9/10...

It's the same place I went last year for my 21st celebration.

I can't help to see the how age have overcome me. I looked older on the photos I took this year. OH NOT!!!!! I seriously needs more 'maintenance' on my face. Or is it bcos of the short hair that makes me looks younger? If so, I'll have short hair FOREVER!!!

2nd Mini Steamboat Delight followed by Village with my hall friends on 13/10...

I love the dinner and the dessert. But I enjoyed the company more. Meeting up with you people really bring back all the sweet memories of hall. It really reminds me of us having steamboat at the TV lounge, cutting all the food into half to make it lots like we bought lots of food. Haa

I looked damn ugly on photos with my specs. Plus I looked damn fat!!! Time for more exercise and u-zapping. Haa...

I'm sick AGAIN :(

I'm sick again!!! I thought I've just recovered not long from my cough and sore thoart? Why do the stupid cough decide to attack me again??

I DON'T WANT TO BE SICK ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!

ALL KIND OF BAD DIEASES, PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE....

Happiness

Some may feel that it's totally not worth it to spend your time and effort,
To pour in your heart and soul for someone who don't even understand.
BUT...
Just as long as
He makes you touched by the smallest thing he does,
He makes you feel bless for a real short period of time,
You enjoy every second and moment you spent with him,
You remember small details of all the things he do,
The list will go on and on....
All these will be worth it cos
It'll always be part of your memory that you will never forget

Happy Belated Birthday Meiying

I know it's super belated but I really wished to capture the sweet and wonderful moments we shared for the past 3 years of friendship....

Busy Schedule

To welcome the BIG day, I have planned a busy schedule for myself...

1) Removing of blackheads weekly
2) Wet mask weekly
3) Peel-off mask every alternate day
4) Daily application of
- toner
- pore reducing gel
- oil-free mosituriser
day and night
5) Morning jogs
Due to the bad bad weather, all morning jogs have been cancelled :(
6) U-zapping
Since morning jogs have been cancelled, u-zapping time will increase :)

I Hate SECRETS!!!

I hate secrets!!! It's actually quite hard to keep others' secret especially when the person is not very close to you. It's like something choking inside your mouth but you just can't cough it out.

I LOVE to gossip BUT gossiping and keeping secrets are two different things.

Sometimes I really wonder if I'm a trust-worthy person to keep secrets...

Lousy Week

I'm not having a good time this week. Lots of things happen and most of them are bad.... :(

Having a bad time at relationship (not those bf/gf relationship.. I'm still single and very available), having lots of projects clear, spending too much time slacking and not revising for my quizes, spending too little time on my fyp readings...

I really hope to do well this semster. It's my final year le and I don't want other people to look down on me. How can I made myself more motivated? I need to spend less time day-dreaming and slacking and spend more time on my books...

Been very very clumsy for the past few days. I hope everything will be back to normal tomorrow...

I'm real tired and I need to buzz off to catch some sleep. Need to wake up early for my morning jog....

I HATE YOU!!!

I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!